meow meow

Aged 32 today and living happy life. But still breathing heavily, when I think about her .How come I not think about my past with out her. More happy things to remember and some bitter. On this soul, it is difficult to forget my past and difficult to hate her because I liked her so much.

lets turn back to remember some happy moments:

Just drove my car with her and suddenly topic came to think about song based on sequence. The sequence is about blind poor lady and we both at at time sing old tamil song meow meow poonai kutti:-)

Had to choose cake from hyvee. Just sing inky pinky ponky and chose one among different varities

I can write thousand things which is still in my mind. 

Just taking off now and save rest for other post

Be Smiley Be Happy

Thanks to West Gates for showed me fairy tale

inky pinky

some days are unforgettable in our life. today 21/6..day ..which remind me lot .  I can't express more than this "Many more(98) happy returns of the day"

Be happy Be smiley

-West Gates

what ever you think

if some one can able to write, what ever he/she think or feel, then it is bitter for many of us. Many times, I take notepad and start write what ever i think and wont post that. Hope I would post this content. In our country for every activity they compare with our age. Our body is definetly getting older day by day. But our soul and its feeling never dies and remains younger always. This Aug 22 will complete two years after seeing her face and painful day too. I always tell, life will keep going and it never stops for anybody and it take away all our pains when day goes and we will get new smile and happiness :-). This 14th one of happiest day in my life and adding memory too.


For past two year, I did not buy rose flowers Because I like roses very much. I am here today, because I want to write what i think couple of hours back.Just went for nice t*a*m*i*l c*o*m*e*d*y m*o*v*i*e. Suddenly the heroine made me to remember her. In one of the scene, she told hero that she would thought of hug and say luv u on some other day but she couldn't. Suddenly It strikes me a memory one day I was waiting whole day in park and finally she came to park hurrily after bath and met me and asked me to leave, since its too late. And later one day she told the same what this heroine said.This Scene suddenly makes me drizzled bit in theater but I controlled myself :-)


And I thought about this and definetly it would have happend for many people on many occasion on many incidents. I am not the only one and every body crossed feelings of love. Some say openly and some wont.


Why God created this major incident in my life and memories are strongly rooted inside in my soul and brain. Stupid brain not asking permission to relate current incidents with my past memories.


I can write so many incidents which happend currently and how it every time take me to my past memories. 2010 is toughest time in my life and I was alone with my tears and pains. Thanks to Nature,time and surroundings, which taught lot and I am living normal life. As of now beautiful time in my life is 2009 and if i have next genma, then just pick beautiful moments of it from 2009 and live in that state of mind through out my life. Thanks westgates and you'll be rememberd ever as long as this soul exists here and even it takes to different transformation later.


Many people I have seen, after break up they block person from chat, tear letters, cards, photos and gifts, etc., etc., because they said that they want to come back. I didnt do anything like that and I Just put it in beautiful wrapper and keep it safely. Because I want to read this, when I will be 60 and sure it will be beautiful.
those time. 


I request god and nature, please create new agenda that atleast from next generation ..probably after 20 years ..say my kids grown up time , unite them each other who ever they loves and they should live like birds with no restrictions and conditions.. Just full of happiness and live their fairy tales life


Bye Bye WestGates.. I'll come soon